
Rating: 3.75š
This book has so many interesting elements to offer plus an author Iām a fan of. Just Friends (Never Just Friends Book 1) by Saxon James has a best friends to lovers trope, a bi-sexual awakening low angst romance with characters that have several different aspects to their lives that makes this a tad different from the usual contemporary fiction.
One of the main characters, Roo, is an epileptic who has families in both the US and Australia, where heās from originally, hence the nickname. His disability progresses to the point, that , he decides to have surgery to reduce the amount and extent of the episodes heās having. And that necessitates a return to Australia after high school graduation in the US.
His best friend all through school and adolescence is Tanner. A great friend, both as a boy and man, and someone whoās dealing with his lifelong learning disability, dyslexia. Itās keeping him from a permanent position as a firefighter as he canāt pass the written exams. Tanner was Rooās support through school when the bullying got to him, when the epileptic seizures had Roo crashing to the ground in hallways and classrooms, with the expected ramifications from classmates who didnāt care or understand.
James has written two well defined men, a realistic small town near Portland with all the flaws , challenges, and pluses that come with living in that environment. Then James gives the reader a window into the minds and hearts of Tanner and Roo as they explore the adults theyāve become in the time they were apart. And what they might have now they are together again.
Based on the reviews I read, I expected to connect with them and their story more than I did. I appreciate the work James put in here creating the location, their backgrounds, and the attention to detail where Rooās epilepsy is concerned.
The rating is for the overall quality and storytelling.
Personally, I found myself just too detached from the men themselves to be engaged in their relationship, let alone their life choices. James never pulled me into either of these menās situations emotionally. It could have been the way they handled their issues, a drawn out , now we do , now we donāt, ok we do meandering mess. Or side elements within the narrative that bothered me. Those get to me a lot, picking away at any connectivity I might have.
With Tanner itās his trait of just being so dense or oblivious, even after the entire town it seems has pointed out how his actions and emotions have been pointed towards a deep bond between him and Roo. I just canāt do dense as a brick anymore. Pls stop.
Then thereās the way his sexual awakening is explained and is drawn out here. It feels repetitive, not in a way that makes the reader think Tannerās always getting the context, see dense above.
Then thereās the fact that heās refusing help for his dyslexia, a reading disorder, thatās keeping him from his dream job and stability. None of the objections as stated make sense, but appear to be that authorās tool needed for a scenario where something else happens down the storylines.
Rooās epilepsy is part of him, defining his school years by his seizures and bullying. I feel heās the more layered character here. However, thereās hints of a bitter family divide between the parents, and a mother whose behavior seems very controlling and actually mean spirited here. Was it Jamesā intention to write a mother whose words indicate how very opposed she is to Tanner in every way, clearly thinking that Tanner isnāt good enough for her son. Then, years ago when she āwhisksā Roo back home to Australia and now as she tries to get Roo to leave again. And basically, the author and Roo give the woman a pass, writing it as just part of her ācharacter ā.
Well, Iād call it toxic but Iām not writing the script, obviously.
No, I couldnāt get emotionally invested here. Enjoyed the location, the side characters and small town citizenry, and aspects of the storytelling. Read it because I liked Saxon James.
If you like contemporary romance, this author, and any of the elements I mentioned above, then give this a try. Itās the first of a four novels series to date.
Never Just Friends series:
ā Just Friends #1
⦠Fake Friends #2
⦠Getting Friendly #3
⦠Friendly Fire #4
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Just Friends (Never Just Friends Book 1)
Blurb:
Roo
Five years ago, I walked away from Sunbury, Oregon, and left my best friend behind.
The move was supposed to get my life on track. I even had a list.
Life changing epilepsy surgery. Check.
See the world. Check.
Get over my straight best friend ⦠Not exactly.
No matter where I go or who I meet, I canāt let Tanner go.
Iām back to tell him how I feel. To get the closure I need once and for all.
Only now Iām here and falling for him all over again, itās getting harder to say the words.
Because once I have my closure, Iāll be gone.
And this time it will be for good.
Tanner
When my best friend, Roo, left for Australia, it was the worst day of my life.
I thought weād have each other always.
But Roo needed the surgery so I let him go, thinking heād come straight back.
Five years is a long time.
Now heās here, all I want is to hold on tight.
I need to show him what he means to me.
The problem is, Iām not exactly sure what that is.
My draw to him has always been confusing and differentāeveryone in town says so. But I struggle to understand it.
All I know is I wonāt survive him leaving again.
And Iāll do anything to make him stay.
Just Friends is a best friends-to-lovers romance with an oblivious MC, only one bed, and terrible kangaroo jokes.