Music & Dreams by J.P. Sayles is another entertaining story in multi-author The Road to Rocktoberfest collection.
This time the band, Grambo, is a lesser element in the narrative, than the development of the relationship between the two main characters. That would be lead singer and single dad, Lorcan Swain, and the tutor, Rogan Hanlon , heās employed to teach his 7 year old daughter,Amy.
Rogan or Ro was born with a cleft palate and harelip, both of which have since been surgically repaired. But the consequences of growing up with these impairments and the bullying that came with it, Rogan has self esteem issues and fears of hospitals.
Sayles does a terrific job with the characterizations when it comes to Roganās issues with his past and emotional distress over his scars. I think most readers will find him very relatable. Add in his dynamic with the daughter and heās a lovely person.
What doesnāt work or isnāt as well layered into his personality is the music. Itās supposed to be a major part of his life and his storyline. But even as a hidden talent, itās development is a superficial aspect of Roganās story. We donāt know about his guitar, songwriting or singing until after the halfway point. And even then, it feels more like a light afterthought than a well defined one.
What does work is the way the three of them, Lorcan, Ro, and the daughter come together as a family. Then comes the band and an out of nowhere drama that feels false.
But the family and romance elements are heartwarming and truly lovely. If the rockstar part feels like an afterthought, well, thatās ok.
Itās still a good contemporary romance.
The Road to Rocktoberfest-12 books
ā Rocking Karma by Kage Harper
⦠Axe to Grind by Gabbi Grey
⦠Key Change by Ari McKay
⦠More Than October by Blake Allwood
⦠Faded Dreams by BL Maxwell
⦠Midnight Riff by Lynn Michaels
⦠Damaged Saints by Layla Dorine
ā Music & Dreams by JP Sayles
⦠Seltzer’s Taylor: Embrace the Fear book 3 by TL Travis
Can one manās dreams help him reach another manās heart?
Lorcan Swain has the world at his feet. Apart from his music and his daughter, Amy, there is no room in his life for anything or anyone elseāuntil an accident makes him see what has been right in front of him all this time: Rogan.
Rogan Hanlon is passionate about two thingsāmusic, and his boss, Lorcan, lead singer of Grambo. A birth defect forces him to keep both passions hidden and his heart protected.
Who would want a disfigured man?
Once Lorcan sets his heart on something, he goes all out to get it. The two weapons in his arsenal to help him achieve his goal are Amy and his music. And if that means using them both on the biggest stage at Rocktoberfest to prove how he feels?
Bring. It. On
Music & Dreama is a book in the multi-author Road to Rocktoberfest 2023 series. Each book can be read as a standalone, but why not read them all and see who hits the stage next? Hot rockstars and the men who love them, what more could you ask for. Kick back, load up your kindle and enjoy the men of Rocktoberfest!
Itās great to have another collection of books and authors to enjoy reading, this time the theme is a multi-band rock concert called Rocktoberfest.
Rocking Karma by Kage Harper has the band Corvus Rising as the center dynamic. The main characters are Dax Crow, mixer, songwriter, and half brother to the lead singer Jameson Crow. The other is the new bass player Lane Bennett, younger, naive, and surprisingly, with a hidden talent.
Harper creates in Dax a man whose life has been hard, his survival based upon his own ability to make tough decisions, be , as another man calls it āresourcefulā , doing whatever it takes for him to make his way. The wonderful element here is that the narrative allows Dax to change and develop, slowly revealing more of himself and his background as the relationship between himself and Lane continues.
Lane, while not as tough or as damaged, is still got the depth of personality. His character is another thatās slow to see all the many dimensions of his life and his heart. Together, with a tiny flop of a dog called Princess, they absolutely stole my heart.
Thereās plenty of drama in this story, a storyline that concerns control, a side character taking advantage, and I enjoyed how that plays out.
The other characters, primarily the other members of this band, they are people I actually would have loved more information about. Whether itās Brody, or the brother Jameson, or those fabulous women, they werenāt just supporting cast but vividly alive important characters of this book.
If the rest of the collection is half as strong and great as Rocking Karma : The Road to Rocktoberfest 2023 by Kage Harper, I canāt wait to read more.
Iām highly recommending this story and author. Itās a fantastic read.
The Road to Rocktoberfest-12 books
ā Rocking Karma by Kage Harper
⦠Axe to Grind by Gabbi Grey
⦠Key Change by Ari McKay
⦠More Than October by Blake Allwood
⦠Faded Dreams by BL Maxwell
⦠Midnight Riff by Lynn Michaels
⦠Damaged Saints by Layla Dorine
⦠Music & Dreams by JP Sayles
⦠Seltzer’s Taylor: Embrace the Fear book 3 by TL Travis
I’ve cut and run on my life more than once in my thirty-one years, leaving everything behind, even my name. Now I’m Dax Crow, long lost half-brother and mixing technician for Jameson Crow, the lead singer of Corvus Rising. I’m using my hard-won skills to help my brother make it big. The rest of the band are incidental to me, although new bass player Lane Bennett is a hot mess of young talent who urgently needs someone to take him under their wing. Not my job. I never get close to anyone. Until some douche of a boyfriend begins jerking the kid around, and I’ve been there, done that. Maybe I can at least give him some advice.
Lane
Playing with Corvus Rising is my dream come true, and I can’t believe in October we’ll play for sixty thousand fans at Rocktoberfest. I just hope I can measure up. The last six months have been a steep learning curve, but I have my secret boyfriend to encourage and direct me whenever he’s around. I wish we could go public, but he’s with the record label and it wouldn’t look good. I also have my secret joyā performing drag as Ms. Fox, when I get the chance. It’s hard juggling everything while touring with the band, but I think I have it under control. Then my worlds collide and my boyfriend shows his true face. I find myself getting surprising advice and support from Dax, the gorgeous, secretive guy behind Corvus’s sound. But I doubt even Dax can turn this disaster into a triumph.
content warning: emotional abuse, coercion
Rocking Karma is a book in the multi-author Road to Rocktoberfest 2023 series. Each book can be read as a standalone, but why not read them all and see who hits the stage next? Hot rockstars and the men who love them, what more could you ask for. Kick back, load up your kindle and enjoy the men of Rocktoberfest!
āIt was on. Number one against number three, battling it out in a tight race for the top spot in the Premier League.ā
ā Be My Endgame: An MM Rivals-to-Lovers Sports Romance by Zarah Detand
It thanks almost totally to Ryan Reynolds and Rob McElhenneyās āWelcome to Wrexhamā series about buying Wrexham, a Welsh football (soccer to us in the US) team, I do know a bit about the pyramid shaped structure of the football league abroad. And a smidge of the other aspects of the game thatās so central to the story that Detandās Be My Endgame tells, that of two players in the game of their lives and the relationship that comes with it.
Itās been a long time since Iāve read a novel that I felt was as quintessentially British as this was. I do read a lot of authors who are from the UK but their books havenāt been grounded in a world as British and non American as is the world of whatās known as football there and soccer here. Add to that the element of aristocracy in the form of one of the main characters, Earl Alex Beaufort, whose father is a Duke of not whatever Alex is an Earl of. Ah, rules of the peerage! Thereās Lords, seats in Parliament, and issues of class.
The other main character is Manchester Unitedās top striker, Lee Taylor, a ācommonerā with a mum who has battled mental illness and has raised his sisters when sheās been unable to cope. In top of class issues to deal with, each has sexuality issues that have affected their lives and past relationship, both being in the closet.
Enforced proximity as teammates for the World Cup is a perfect format for bringing multiple themes into the mix as well as action on the field as the teamās fight up towards their goals.
Detandās characters are well defined, the issues each faces laid out in emotional scenes that pull the readers in, and the supporting cast are charming and engaging personalities we enjoy spending time with.
Thereās several unexpected dramatic events towards the end, one expected and well conceived. The other like as though it was a distraction from the main story. And never got a full explanation.
Be My Endgame by Zarah Detand is my first by this author but wonāt be the last. Iām off to explore more Detand has released. Until then, this is a definite recommendation.
Sometimes the endgame is only the beginning. In the heated world of the Premier League, Earl Alex Beaufort, a charming Liverpool midfielder, collides on-pitch with Lee Taylor, Manchester Unitedās top striker. But when Englandās World Cup dream brings them to sunny Spain, the real game unfolds: sharing a room. Rivals to teammates to ⦠more?
Dive into this banter-filled MM sports romance where football meets unexpected feelings. A tale where a āpretty boyā comment isnāt just playful teasing, and a kiss isnāt just a kiss. As the tension of the World Cup escalates, so does the connection between Alex and Lee.
But amidst the drills, goals, and growing team camaraderie, shadows of family legacies and personal battles loom large. Can Alex, struggling with duke-sized expectations and his bisexuality, embrace his true self? Will Lee learn to dribble past his trust issues? Get ready for emotional offsides, family fouls, and a journey of self-discovery as thrilling as a last-minute goal.
With doses of British humour and heartwarming honesty, Be My Endgame serves up a pitch-perfect contemporary MM romance against the electric backdrop of the World Cup. Expect the unexpectedābecause when it comes to love and football, anything can happen in 90 minutes (plus injury time).
I have to admit that early on, my thoughts were that Slay Ride was just one more story about a group of psycho revenge killing brothers, a trope gaining popularity in LGBTQIA romance. The elements havenāt varied enough, 5 brothers, killing, torture, etc, so that only one or two authors have made it really fascinating.
But Slay Ride turns into something else that is side adjacent but still makes this storyline its own. The brothers here have a compelling history that King eventually weaves further into a larger plot line that gives the characters and this book a different feel and direction emotionally.
King does surprise me with the choices that are made narratively with the romances and themes. Mason, a vulnerable man whose attack begins the novel, starts a sexual relationship immediately with Gabe, one of the brothers. For me, that was problematic. Except that King starts to roll it back with more focus on the actual storyline, action, and finally, when Masonās deep trauma over his ordeal surfaces, the real need for just contact and then therapy is recognized.
King has an Authors note at the beginning stating that this fiction is perhaps more in a gray area, than that of actually being dark fiction. After reading this, thatās pretty accurate. Any discussion of childhood trauma, sexual abuse, assault is off page, left to the readerās mind, as well as any real torture is along those same lines.
I have included Kingās trigger warnings below.
Slay Ride was a real surprise for me. It took my narrative expectations and gave them a great twist with the characters and plot. I connected with all the characters, I found myself invested in the multiple storylines, and, although I could have wished for a worse ending for the villains, I was satisfied with that ending.
Now Iām wondering if the next book will feature all of them or just one couple. Either way, Iāll be there to find out.
This is a definite yes !
Saint Brothers:
ā Slay Ride #1
āTRIGGER WARNING This book contains on-page violence, torture, attempted rape, and off page mention of child abuse.ā
Christmas is a time for joy, family, and friends to gather around the tree and fill their hearts with love. Unfortunately, there are some people who donāt deserve happiness during the holidays.
Mason keeps to himself. His best friend, JJ, is the only one he chooses to be close to, plus his job keeps him busy. Excitement isnāt something he needs or wants in his life. One night, that all changes when heās cornered, and his life is threatened. His saviors? Well, they turn out to be just as dangerous, and the mysteries surrounding them soon flip Masonās world upside down.
Gabe and his brothers spend their lives making sure those who deserve death get whatās coming to them. The one person they never see coming is Mason. What for them should have been a simple rescue turns into even more chaos than they ever thought possible.
Enter the Saint brothersā dark and twisted world on a slay ride that will have you on the edge of your seat, swooning for the bad boys, and trying to survive the fall of revenge.
**This was originally a short story that was part of the Christmas Anthology O Deadly Night Vol 1. It has since been expanded to a full-length novel. No Cliffhanger!
ā Slay Ride (Saint Brothers Book 1) by Davidson King
I found it hard to rate A Thousand Second Chances (A Dash of Modern Magic Book 1) by Elric Shaw because, while itās got so much to offer in terms of some of the characters and storylines, itās also got a main character that presents a challenge to the reader in terms of how much we can expect to like or connect with him.
I donāt think Shaw sees this character in the way he comes across, at least not in the manner he does to this reader.
The story is a LGBTQIA contemporary Ground Hog day tale, one situated in an historic location thatās been the subject of many popular stories, lending itself to a magical atmosphere just by its very tone and history. Thatās the famous Mackinac Island on Lake Huron in Michigan. No cars, bikes and carriages pulled by horses only, and the gorgeous Grand Hotel, along with all the many other shops and attractions, this is the perfect place to set a story that needs a magical twist to it.
It starts with a college trip, funded by the parent of one of the students, for a small group to go sightseeing, with an historic view, for the weekend, Professor in charge.
Chris, and his best friend, Quinn, are part of the group. Quinn has been the one who has been the instigator in getting Chris to come along. Chris has issues. He has a mother with boundaries problems, itās her way or no way. Chris came out to family, friends and teammates at college and it didnāt go well. Itās turned him into a loner with self esteem issues. A former runner without a team. His past is also a part of his current issues, and itās followed him on this journey.
Also on the trip, Percy, whose father set up the trip as a way for Percy to mourn the loss of his mother for both of them. Percyās character is intertwined with that of Chrisā, they have a long history, first as best friends, then as estranged secret lovers. Itās this last part thatās the main storyline of the book and most of the dramatic moments of the narrative.
Shawās two person POV gives the reader each characterās side of their journey to this point in their lives. Chris, who is bitter, out as gay, and fighting with his school, classmates (except for Quinn), with his parents, to be a writer. And the one person who he feels betrayed him is there on the trip, Percy.
Percy, whose story is complicated by the fact that he lost his mother to cancer, is a character I was frustrated by and unable to connect to. Yes, it was sad/heartbreaking his mother had died. That journey to a place where they had been happy as a family was a lovely touch but it was marred by a father, who much like his son, was unable to face his loss, so he pushed his āagenda of mourning ā onto his son. A legacy of cowardice that becomes a theme that the author never really thoroughly explores.
For 98 percent of this book, Perce is unable to deal with his own life fears/others expectations/inner voices, and truly face the devastating effect his actions have had on others. Iām not sure if the author is cognizant that they have written a character and a storyline that is so underwhelming weak in this way.
Perce is so unbelievably reliant upon other peopleās perception of him that he has taken his own wants and even promises and dreams and tosses them away. Even if those included people who were counting on him. He did it without communication, without thoughtful process, even afterwards when he knew he must have inflicted great harm. Itās a role he set for himself and a path he continues on for almost the entirety of the book.
He says he knows heās a coward. Chris waits for some word or actions to show that any of the multiple times or moments have changed the way things are. But while Chris is changing, there nothing but stasis for Perce.
And thatās almost certainly a killer when it comes to caring about a character going forward.
They repeat a day over and over, trying to figure out what they need to do to break the cycle. When the āahaā moment comes, it will surprise no one who the character is who makes the connection and saves the day.
Even at the end, Perce has made no concerted effort to talk in detail to anyone who heās hurt about the choices or lack thereof thatās heās made. Or really apologized to those people that heās damaged. Itās left dangling.
So when it came back to the rating, it based solely on the character of Chris, the growth he underwent, the magic of Mackinac Island, and how well Shaw utilized the Ground Hog day format here that gave it that rating. Read it if youāre a fan of the author , the trope, and the storytelling elements above.
The only thing worse than waking up stuck in a time loop is realizing your ex is trapped there with you.
When Chris begrudgingly agrees to accompany his best friend Quinn on a university trip to Michiganās picturesque Mackinac Island, he expects to suffer through a weekend of sightseeing, school-mandated activities, and entirely too much souvenir shopping. What he doesnāt anticipate is also having to avoid the boy who broke his heart.
Percy used to love his familyās annual excursions to Mackinac Island, but that all changed with the loss of his mother. This school trip is his chance to revisit some of their favorite haunts and honor her memory. However, whatās already guaranteed to be an emotionally charged weekend grows even more fraught when he discovers that heās not only caught in a time loop, but that the boy heād walked away from two years ago is his sole companion.
Forced together by the fickle whims of the universe, Chris and Percy must reopen old wounds and confront their painful pasts if they ever hope to escape their infinite Saturday. But even as they grow closer across myriad iterations of the same unending day, they grapple with one terrifying question.
Can the fragile connection theyāre rebuilding survive their inevitable return to the real world?
A slow burn, fade-to-black M/M contemporary romance featuring second chance, enemies-to-lovers, forced proximity, and a hard-won HEA. Every book in the A Dash of Modern Magic series is standalone and can be read in any order. Perfect for fans of Roan Parrish, Eli Easton, and Emma Scott.
A Thousand Second Chances (A Dash of Modern Magic Book 1)
Lay It Down is what the author calls her billionaire/grad student romance, an opposites attract story about a twin ending up with his brotherās ex lover under the worst possible circumstances.
The framework of the novel is a good one. One twin has come to see his happily āengaged to a billionaireā brother only to find himself drugged, and without his passport by his same brother whoās left for parts unknown. Now stranded on the resort island of Ibiza, Hudson has to figure out what happened and make right the damage his twin has caused.
Sounds good, right?
And for many elements of the story it is. Hudson is a lovely character. Unlike his irresponsible , and honestly, unlikable, twin, Dalvon, heās easily someone that the reader can relate to and admire. A man whoās used his history as the protective older responsible brother as the boys navigated the foster system, he used it to better himself and get an education, which heās still pursuing.
Calmes spent a lot of time building this character and it shows. Unlike his brother which appears here only through phone calls and by the many times heās mentioned by others, never favorably. Even his actions are those that swing from negligence to oneās absolutely criminal.
Which means his twit of a brother? Thatās where much of the problem with this story comes from.
Hudson awakens from a drugged sleep to find his brother has scampered off with his passport, stranding him in the ruins that heās made of his life there. Doesnāt seem to matter what heās done to anyone who has to depend on Dalvon. Off he goes.
Everything this other twin does and says is deplorable. But the author seems to think weāre going to think heās just so helpless and a bit selfish but itās ok. Those actions are forgivable
Nope itās not. And to have a main character whoās constantly either being victimized by his brother or being his brotherās āsavior ā doesnāt make for a satisfying story. It makes for a frustrating experience, especially since that pattern seems to continue forward at the end.
I like reading how Hudson runs around using his knowledge to help the people and businesses his brother was ruining. That worked. Especially since the characters that are grounded in the villa are wonderful.
But the instant love with Miguel , his brotherās ex was less successful a believable aspect of the book given the timeframe of a few days. Had there been more time to give their relationship growth and depth, Iād been on board.
Then thereās the whole criminal enterprise thing. That threw the story right over the top. And made no sense.
I really like Mary Calmes but this wasnāt among my favorites. Too bad because it had a lot of potential.
Most people would say being stranded in the villa of Spanish shipping magnate Miguel GarcĆa Arquero on the beautiful isle of Ibiza wasnāt such a bad deal. But Hudson Barber isnāt one of them. To him, being stuck without a passport in a foreign country far from home is a nightmare, made worse by the fact that the person who did the stranding was his flighty twin brother.
Unwilling to turn Dalvon in for identity theft, Hudson is forced to wait, but meanwhile he discovers the chance to rehabilitate Miguelās failing local businessesāenterprises left to Dalvonās inexperienced care. The flagging ventures are a badly wrapped gift from heaven, and if Hudson can turn them around, he might be able to leverage the experience to finish his MBA.
Then Miguel returns to Ibiza, and instead of finding a boy toy, he discovers Hudson has turned his cold villa into a warm, welcoming home. Miguelās path is clear: convince Hudson to lay down his defenses and let love in.
Mary Calmesā other billionaire romance is Parting Shot.
Wintering with George , the second book in the With George series by Mary Calmes, is hard to be defined as a standalone series as its main characters are supported by and has its foundation knowledge based in two of this authorās most popular series (see list below).
However, Wintering with George is set two years after the events of the first novel and Calmes is able to give George and Kurtās relationship a depth only time makes realistic. Thereās still plenty of struggles and doubts, especially when George is still being unexpectedly called to duty for missions he canāt talk about.
That strain feels raw and the fear real. This is when the one person POV becomes intuitive because Calmes narrative has to include Kurtās complex feelings, but from Georgeās perspective. Thatās a difficult thing as Kurt has a tendency to want to psychoanalyze events and knows the boundaries where they should stop. Itās a great dynamic that we need to see more of.
Itās time to meet Kurtās small family. Another great background story here and that turns into the main narrative going forward.
Thereās plenty of action. Dogs and Georgeās cat, Bub. Kids to break up the adult action and add to the heartwarming atmosphere. Calmes has the best elements down pat here.
Except one.
We really need one more book to complete the trilogy and series. I hope we get it. This is too good to leave at two stories.
George Hunt is certain that spending time with his boyfriendās family over the holidays will be a disaster. How can it not? For starters, he knows nothing about families, never having had one, as for the restā¦talk about pressure. What if he messes up, says the wrong thing, and ends up losing the most important person in his life? Dr. Kurt Butler is his miracle; George canāt afford any missteps. But if heās careful and does everything right, perhaps theyāll see his good qualities instead of the lethal ones.
Sometimes, though, fate lets you put your best foot forward, and George gets to show off how handy he is to have around when bullets start flying. If he can keep everyone alive long enough to do some wintering, maybe heāll discover that a family is something worth having after all.
Itās hard to put a rating to this book and mini-series about a beloved character thatās an important part of two popular series from Calmes.
If youāre a reader unfamiliar with this author and her series, this story wonāt have the same appeal as it does for most of the readers who are bringing a wealth of background information , series history, and built in affection with George Hunt, military sniper, blk ops, and now security bodyguard.
For us, weāve been there as heās been assigned to Hannah, daughter of US Marshal Sam Kage and Jory Harcourt, niece of billionaire Aaron Sutter , Georgeās boss, and witnessed all their personal travails and relationship growth in true friendship. George is a strong personality and, even narratively, when his physical absence is noted, itās made use of by the author in the various plot lines.
Scary competence is attractive. So itās not surprising that everyone was clamoring for Georgeās story.
Parts of the beginning of the story have been mentioned or a part of other stories, but from other main characters perspectives. Now itās flipped over to Georgeās point of view.
We get to see the moment George, through Hannah, really connects with
Kurt, Hannahās therapist from a recent attempt on her life. Itās a little rocky at the beginning but as Calmesā story reveals more of Georgeās past experiences and adolescence, how he relates to people becomes realistic.
Kurt, feeling one dimensional, adds depth and detail to his character as the events and story progresses. I go from not immediately connecting with Kurt, to liking him more and more by the end.
As always, Just George comes to a finish way too soon. All itās proven is that George and now his relationship with Kurt need much more than one book to satisfy our need to know what happens next.
George Hunt can think of nothing heād like more than to skip the high-society fundraiser where he has to guard a precocious seventeen-year-old girl and her judgmental therapist, but thereās no way out of it. If anything bad were to happen and he wasnāt there to stop it, heād never forgive himself. So even though sheās grilling him about his dating life and the good doctor is psychoanalyzing him, heās going to soldier on, because protecting his charges is what a knight does.
What he doesnāt count on is having to use both his training and his gun to make it through the night, or finding the last thing he ever expected⦠someone who actually sees him, not for the man he is, but for the man he could be with just a little bit of love.
Itās hard to put a rating to this book and mini-series about a beloved character thatās an important part of two popular series from Calmes.
If youāre a reader unfamiliar with this author and her series, this story wonāt have the same appeal as it does for most of the readers who are bringing a wealth of background information , series history, and built in affection with George Hunt, military sniper, blk ops, and now security bodyguard.
For us, weāve been there as heās been assigned to Hannah, daughter of US Marshal Sam Kage and Jory Harcourt, niece of billionaire Aaron Sutter , Georgeās boss, and witnessed all their personal travails and relationship growth in true friendship. George is a strong personality and, even narratively, when his physical absence is noted, itās made use of by the author in the various plot lines.
Scary competence is attractive. So itās not surprising that everyone was clamoring for Georgeās story.
Parts of the beginning of the story have been mentioned or a part of other stories, but from other main characters perspectives. Now itās flipped over to Georgeās point of view.
We get to see the moment George, through Hannah, really connects with
Kurt, Hannahās therapist from a recent attempt on her life. Itās a little rocky at the beginning but as Calmesā story reveals more of Georgeās past experiences and adolescence, how he relates to people becomes realistic.
Kurt, feeling one dimensional, adds depth and detail to his character as the events and story progresses. I go from not immediately connecting with Kurt, to liking him more and more by the end.
As always, Just George comes to a finish way too soon. All itās proven is that George and now his relationship with Kurt need much more than one book to satisfy our need to know what happens next.
George Hunt can think of nothing heād like more than to skip the high-society fundraiser where he has to guard a precocious seventeen-year-old girl and her judgmental therapist, but thereās no way out of it. If anything bad were to happen and he wasnāt there to stop it, heād never forgive himself. So even though sheās grilling him about his dating life and the good doctor is psychoanalyzing him, heās going to soldier on, because protecting his charges is what a knight does.
What he doesnāt count on is having to use both his training and his gun to make it through the night, or finding the last thing he ever expected⦠someone who actually sees him, not for the man he is, but for the man he could be with just a little bit of love.
I have been invested in Nicki Jamesā characters and their evolving relationship since I read Temporary Partner, the first book in the series. That was our introduction to the highly complicated men , their emotional histories, and the meeting that launched their relationship.
Each novel has charted the tumultuous path theyāve had to navigate in order to move forward in their relationship. In each new book, through various issues and stages of in their lives, whether itās Aslanās alcoholism and family issues, Quaidās perilously fragile ego with regard to men and his poor history of relationships, his recurring insecurities, and Quaidās struggles to connect with others. With all of this folded in, their own relationship has been realistically defined but also made them relatable.
As they worked together to solve the different cases that came up, some horrific and beyond disturbing, thereās been some real growth demonstrated in their personal lives and relationships, at home and at the workplace.
If you sense a ābutā coming, youāre correct.
After the devastating events of the last book, I was wondering what the author had in store for the couple next.
It wasnāt an agonizing half of a book that felt like both men had reversed any growth in communication and maturity in their lives and were back to their own respective ways. Aslan saying he āknewā his lover/partner and then proceeding to prove to everyone he didnāt, putting Quaid and himself, but mostly Quaid through immense emotional distress. Unnecessary, intentional, and preventable pain and suffering. For 56 percent of this book.
Over a proposal. Thatās actually causes a breakdown.
Disrupted Engagement (Valor and Doyle Mysteries, #6) by Nicki James is a novel that I put down multiple times as a DNF because of the dysfunctional nature of the relationship between Aslan and Quaid in the first half of the story. The murder mystery, which is fascinating, isnāt fully complex enough, nor is the authorās āhappy ā resolution for the couple a satisfying explanation for the narrative mess made of the dynamic between Aslan and Quaid throughout the storyline, primarily the first half.
This is the penultimate story, I believe. Matrimonial Merriment is listed as the next and last. Itās definitely mine as it feels like the series has run its course or lost its charm. At least for me.
Read it for the series, if youāre a fan of the author , and love this couple.
The ring has been bought, and all Aslan has to do is create the perfect setup for a proposal. No problem. Nothing to it. Quaid deserves the best, and he plans to deliver.
After choreographing a romantic evening to officially pop the question, Aslan is ready.
But things donāt go as planned, and the evening is ruined. Quaidās insecurities rear their ugly head, making him suspicious. He knows Aslan is hiding something, but pessimism insists it isnāt a good thing.
When Aslan gets called out of town to hunt down a long-acting serial killer, there is no time to soothe his overanxious boyfriendās worries or make a new attempt to propose.
Torn between a complicated case and figuring out the perfect way to ask Quaid to marry him, Aslan is left scrambling. Every idea falls flat. Every attempt fails. The more pressure he puts on himself, the more unsuccessful his efforts, and Quaidās fears grow.
Aslan needs to solve this serial killer case and get home to straighten the mess heās made.
**Disrupted Engagement is the sixth book in the Valor and Doyle mystery series. It is a same-couple series and should be read in order. Although each book has a self-contained mystery with no cliff-hangers, the romance is overarching.