
Title: A Cordial Agreement
Author: Ryan Loveless
Publisher: Dreamspinner Press
Cover Artist: LC Chase
Ryan Loveless Artist: Alexandria Corza of Seeing Static
Release Date: May 17, 2019
Heat Level: 1 – No Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 118 pages
Genre: Romance, BDSM, age gap, gay, asexual, bisexual, contemporary, rich/poor

Synopsis
Can a wealthy but frustrated CEO and a guilt-ridden stripper find what they need in a consensual, nonsexual whipping boy arrangement?
Billionaire mogul Grant Jessup, fifty-three, buries his sexual tastes and the reasons behind themâthe stresses of his business empire and family. In contrast, Jim Sieber understands the regret that makes him seek pain and penance. As an asexual averse to erotic touch, Jim sets strict boundaries. But as the relationship evolves, Grant struggles to respect them, and both men realize for their association to continue and perhaps grow into real feelings, theyâll have to explore new ways to satisfy each other.
Excerpt
JIM SIEBER kept his attention on the television in front of him, pretending to be engrossed in the telenovela playing. He didnât need to be fluent in Spanish to know Ricardo was in deep shit with Sofia. Occasionally he caught a glimpse of the bartender in his peripheral vision and doubled down on his TV viewing. Behind him, a steady slap of leather against bare skin pulled a rich, throaty holler from a man. Jim sat at the corner of the bar, loosely surrounding his double whiskey with his long fingers. He sensed a few stares, but people left him alone. Heâd figured they would after his first time when a man had snaked his hand around Jimâs neck and called him boy. Jim had twisted the manâs thumb so far back heâd almost broken it. âNot your boy,â Jim had said, after heâd forced the man to his knees in pain. Evidently, word had gotten around. No one had approached since.
It was his own damn fault. He didnât know why heâd come to an S&M club if he wasnât going to get involved. He hadnât come to watch. Hell, he wasnât watching, not anything except the telenovela. The beatings going on behind him could have been happening on another planet. But he had to stop himself from flinching with every stroke he heard, and curled his fingers into his glass with every scream. Heâd come here because heâd wondered if pain would make him forget. No, not forget. Heâd come here because heâd wondered if pain would absolve him. Sure, he could have tried boxing or started a bar fight, but he didnât want to be arrested, and his boss got huffy about facial injuries. A respectable S&M club had seemed like his best option. Except for the red flag that Jim hadnât considered, and which had stopped him from taking action. As the subs walked past after their sessions, hugged against their Doms, he knew why he could never do that. Aftercare involved touching. It might turn sexual. Jimâs skin prickled at the thought, a march of ants that he couldnât shake off.
So he stared at the television and talked to no one.
âHey. Hey!â Jim jumped and blinked. The bartender was talking to him. He thumbed to a set of stairs leading up to a balcony and a single door. âBoss wants to see ya.â
âBoss?â Jim asked.
âWouldnât keep her waiting,â the bartender said.
Jim looked around, expecting to find some muscle waiting to haul him up, but he saw a clear path to the stairs. âOkay.â He considered his glass.
âIâll keep it for you, if you want it later.â The bartender pulled it off the bar. So that settled it. Jim headed for the stairs. At the top, he knocked. The door flew open. A woman with an olive complexion and straight black hair reaching to the middle of her back beckoned him in. Heâd expected leather, lace, and high heels. She wore smart black slacks and a maroon shirt tailored to hug her waist and not strain at her bust. The amount of cleavage on view from the two open buttonholes would have been acceptable in any corporate boardroom. Instead of heels, she wore what looked like bedroom slippers. Not the sexy kind, either. More like the âhome alone with a Harlequin novel and a mug of hot chocolateâ kind. He relaxed instantly. The image reminded him of many pleasant nights spent with his mother when he was a child. With almost nothing between her feet and the floor, the top of her head barely reached Jimâs nipples. As soon as she closed the door, the sounds from downstairs disappeared.
âSoundproofing?â Jim asked.
The woman smiled and extended her hand. âI couldnât concentrate without it. Iâm Tanya Wyatt. You can call me Tanya or Miss Wyatt, whichever youâre more comfortable with.â
âJim Sieber.â He left the implication that she could likewise call him whatever she wished unsaid. They shook hands.
âCome sit down, Mr. Sieber. Take the seat of your choice.â
He followed her back to her desk. As she sat in her chair, he noticed his optionsâa straight-backed wooden chair or a pillow on the floor. He chose the chair. If Miss Wyatt noticed his fraction of a second of hesitation, she didnât comment.
She folded her hands and made a serious expression.
He waited.
âMr. Sieber, when a new person comes to the club and doesnât engage in activities, whether that is actively, voyeuristically, or simply socially, for a week, we understand. This is a new experience for them, and we appreciate their need to acclimate at their own pace. Some people can take two or three weeks before they are ready to take the next step.â
Jimâs throat tightened. âSo?â
âYou have been coming for nine weeks, and aside from nearly breaking Henryâs hand, you havenât spoken to anyone.â
âSo, you called me up here because I havenât made any friends?â
âIâll put this bluntly. My staff and clients are starting to wonder if youâre police. Are you the police, Mr. Sieber?â
âNo, maâam, Iâm not.â
âThen what can I do to help you achieve your goals here? Because unless youâre here to improve your Spanish, Iâm guessing that youâre not getting what you need out of your visits.â
Jim wished heâd brought his drink along. He stared down at his hands, which had subconsciously assumed the position like they were gripping a glass. âItâs hard to explain.â
âI want to help you.â
On the cusp of voicing his needs, he felt stupid. âI should go. Iâm sorry. I wonât come back.â
âTruffle?â Miss Wyatt asked. Jim blinked in surprise as she opened a box on her desk and offered a tray of cocoa-dusted chocolate drops to him.
âThank you.â He took one and popped it in his mouth before he could think about it.
As he chewed, she spoke. âPeople come here for a variety of reasons. They arenât all what you might suspect. So, if youâre thinking that youâre out of place because your reasons donât match what you believe they should, believe me when I tell you that you are wrong. Look at me.â She gestured at herself. âIâm a heterosexual woman who owns and operates an exclusively male S&M club. What are my motivations? Why do I do this? I bet they arenât what you think.â
Jim wasnât sure if she wanted an answer. He stopped chewing to let the chocolate dissolve on his tongue.
âDelectable, isnât it? A good friend goes to Belgium on business. He always brings me a box. Heâs a considerate man. We wonât talk about his personal life.â She offered a bland smile that Jim interpreted as âIâm sure you know what I mean.â
âIs he a client here?â Jim asked.
âHeâs a dear friend.â She smiled again. âAnother?â
Jim shook his head. âNo, thank you.â
âIâll have one.â She closed her eyes as she chewed. Jim watched her jaw and throat move. She didnât seem to be putting on a show. For a moment, he wondered if sheâd forgotten him.
âI, um, Iâm not sure Iâm comfortable here.â
Miss Wyatt opened her eyes with the laziness of a cat waking. âIn the office or in the club?â
âHere.â Jim gestured, taking in everything. âEverythingâs so sexual. If you knew what I do for a living, youâd think Iâm weird to say that, butâŚ.â
âBut sexual is not what you want from your experience here,â she finished.
He nodded.
âSo what do you want? Pain? You said not sexual, so I assume you donât want pleasure?â
âSex isnât pleasurable for me.â He cringed. He hadnât meant to share that.
âMr. Sieber, if youâve suffered a trauma and youâre here to work through it, I have to advise you against this. I can direct you to other resourcesââ
âI wasnât traumatized. Iâm not interested in sex. I donât like⌠being touched like that. It makes me uncomfortable.â That put it mildly.
âWell. You might be the first asexual weâve had here that I know of.â
âI donât sign autographs.â
She laughed. âAll right, youâve explained why your goals arenât sexual. Letâs talk about why youâre asking for pain. Are you a masochist?â
âNo, maâam.â He dug his heels into the carpet as she unraveled him.
âBut you want to be hurt.â
She sounded sure. He glanced up, wondering if he should put up a front and demand to know why sheâd jumped to that conclusion instead of asking if he sought to hurt someone. Her thoughtful expression shut him down. She looked ready to explain his life for him. And worse, she would be right.
âYes,â he said, instead of the protest heâd halfheartedly intended. âI want to be hurt.â He said it aloud, slowly, to hear himself.
âWhy?â
One look at Miss Wyatt told him she already knew why. She wanted him to say it.
âBecause I deserve it.â He swallowed.
She kept eye contact and gave a small encouraging nod.
âBecause Iâm guilty of something and I⌠I want to be absolved.â
âMr. Sieber, are you a fugitive?â
âNo, nothing like that.â He realized what he sounded like, talking of guilt and absolution with such fervor.
He fell back in relief when her lips twitched into a smile. She reached across the desk. He grasped her hand.
âMr. Sieber, I give you my word that I will match you to a client who will respect your boundaries. As for the absolution you desire, Iâm afraid youâll only find that if youâre willing to let yourself.â
âThank you.â He began to shake with relief. Heâd have what he needed soon. Everything would be okay.
âNow. Letâs go downstairs so I can introduce you properly to our bartender, Noel.â She pulled a pair of heels from beneath her desk and quickly swapped her slippers for them. âYou have a lot of paperwork ahead of you, young man, and youâre going to need a soda to help your nerves.â He jumped when she touched his shoulder. âThis is a big step.â
âIâm ready.â He stood up and walked to the door, where he waited for her. âThank you, Miss Wyatt.â
THREE MONTHS Later:
Tanya Wyatt never failed to add excitement to his day, so Grant Jessup had allowed himself a rare nonbusiness lunch when sheâd invited him out. Of course Rory had scowled at him. His leaving meant she needed to cancel a meeting on his account, but it was a one-on-one and it involved spreadsheets. Frankly, Grant was glad to be free of it. He still had heartburn and acid reflux from the day before after two acidic meals, one featuring citrus and the other tomato sauce. It had worsened overnight.
A new box of chocolate truffles sat on the table between Grant and Tanya. Grant had dutifully handed them over upon arrival, kicking off a conversation about his most recent European business trip. Then, when the waitress carried away their entree plates, Tanya slipped the truffles into her bag. Recognizing the significance of the action, Grant glanced around for eavesdropping ears.
âSo, whatâs the occasion?â he asked.
âThereâs a young man I want you to meet. He started coming into the club about five months ago. I havenât been able to match him yet. Heâs breathtaking but asexual. He only wants to be beaten, but the Doms Iâve paired him with get handsy. Itâs counterproductive to his needs.â
âSo you think I could keep my hands off him?â
âYou have a considerable amount of restraint. You are possibly my last hope. Plus, given what youâre currently looking for, I think heâd be a good match for you as well.â
Grant considered it. âHow attractive?â
âGreek god.â
âMercury or Hercules?â
âNarcissus.â
Grant arched an eyebrow as his heart clenched with a mix of youthful guilt and nostalgia. Tanya had touched a nerve she couldnât possibly know about. Unless⌠sheâd been to Grantâs home. She could easily have seen the painting of Narcissus that hung in Melanieâs former office. Melanie had left it and a number of other paintings behind after the divorce. Tanya might have guessed it belonged to Grant.
âYouâd trust me to work out my frustration on his ass? I know how protective you are of your clientsâ bottoms, Tanya.â
âOh, you wonât touch him until you and I have spent at least forty hours together and Iâm positive you know how to recognize when your temper isnât in check.â
Grant gave a light snort. âPlease. I didnât get this rich by losing my cool.â
âThatâs my point. Youâre so good at hiding when youâre about to boil over that I wonder if you even know when youâve reached the point before itâs too late. Iâm not about to put a whip or any other implement in your hand before youâve proven yourself to me, especially considering your reasons for doing this. You can keep your temper in business interactions, but youâre talking about family.â
Grant sighed. He didnât care for Tanyaâs methods, but he respected them, and if this plan worked out, it would meet a need heâd been looking to fill for a few years. âFair enough. I suppose youâll want to start this training the usual way.â
âNaturally.â
âYou know, I think itâs hilarious how youâre protective of everyoneâs ass but mine.â
âDarling, no Dom gets in my club without getting whipped by Miss Wyatt. You know that. If you canât take it, thereâs no reason I should let you dish it out.â
He sniffed. âI donât see why one needs to give repeated proof. Youâre a perverted woman.â
She grinned. âIf you made yourself more of a regular, I wouldnât have to keep reassuring myself.â
âCome on, Tanya. I canât exactly be seen there, no matter how discreet you insist everyone is. My family is already in the tabloids more than Iâd like.â
âI know. So, Iâll see you at mine at ten tonight?â
âFine.â He dug into his pocket for a pillbox and pulled out an omeprazole tablet. âWhen do I meet this young man?â
âHeartburn or ulcer?â Tanya asked. She nodded at the tablet as Grant put it into his mouth and swallowed with a bit of water. It wouldnât be as effective with food already in his stomach, but it was better than not taking it.
âHeartburn, but ulcer is around the corner Iâm sure.â
âWhat does the doctor say?â
âSays I have too much stress in my life and I need to cut back.â
âAre you going to listen to him?â
He smiled. âWhy do you think I take so many trips to Europe?â
âGrant, I know you take pride in your job, butââ
âItâs not a job. Itâs a career. Itâs the family business that I built on my fatherâs framework, so whatever youâre about to say, stop.â
Tanya put her hand up and changed the subject back. âHe works at a strip club in upper Manhattan. I donât want you to meet him yet, but you can send one of your spies to check him out.â
âAnd by âspyâ you mean Rory?â
She smiled. âI do. See you tonight, babe.â
Grant sighed, already anticipating the pain in his ass the evening would be.
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Meet the Author
Ryan Loveless is the author of numerous M/M romance novels and short stories. She is honored to be recognized as a Rainbow Book Award winner (several titles), an Epic eBook Awards finalist (In Me an Invincible Summer), and a Florida Author and Publisher Association bronze medalist (Ethan, the young adult adaptation of Ethan, Who Loved Carter). She lives in New York with her family, a sentence that brings her great joy to write.
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