Rating: 2.5 stars out of 5
For six months, Bill has been admiring his new fellow paramedic, Chauncey. Yet, no matter how many times Bill asks Chauncey out, he is refused. Bill doesn’t let that stop him, though. He sees something he wants and he’s determined to get it. There is something about the other man that calls to Bill. Plus, Bill can tell there is something haunting Chauncey. Something that could very well destroy the younger man from the inside out. Bill wants to help Chauncey, but he doesn’t know how.
After a horrible incident in his home town of Flint, Chauncey moves to New Orleans for a fresh start. But, he can’t forget one horrible night where his entire world collapsed. He yearns to move on, but can’t. Then he finds himself drawn to Bill. It doesn’t matter to Chauncey that Bill is nearly ten years older. Chauncey wants the other man and decides to take a leap of faith.
When Chauncey’s past continues to block his way to happiness, he realizes he’s still mentally damaged. Will he be able to overcome everything in order to have happiness? Or will he forever be alone?
This story was about overcoming your fear or past to move forward and while that is a great concept the end result wasn’t as great as I had hoped. Chauncey doesn’t think that he will ever get past what happened to him but after a while he decides Bill is worth a try. Bill only shows his determination and confidence towards Chauncey but underneath he knows he is risking his heart.
I really liked the premise of this story but felt that Chauncey pushed himself too hard and it was hard to believe that he would get over his trauma as quickly as he did. I did like how patient Bill was even when Chauncey wanted to go faster. The one thing that knocked the rating a bit more was how badly this story needed a different editor, there were so many places that the wrong words were in place or where sentences didn’t make sense.
The cover art by Winterheart Design is nice and gives some good visuals for the background of the story.
ebook, 87 pages
Published: February 8, 2018 by MLR Press
Edition Language: English