
Title: Holiday Gridlock
Series: Cruised, Book Two
Author: Gretchen Evans
Publisher: NineStar Press
Release Date: November 11, 2019
Heat Level: 3 – Some Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 18600
Genre: Contemporary Holiday, LGBT, contemporary, holiday, Christmas, age-gap, interracial

Synopsis
Gabe is way too happy. Mark is as close to a perfect boyfriend as you can get. Heâs smart, good-looking, successful, and he cares about Gabe. Heâs also way more serious about their relationship than Gabeâs ready for. He wants them to move in together.
The closest Gabeâs ever gotten to living with a boyfriend is accidentally leaving his boxers behind. But he and Mark are way past that. Itâs terrifying.
Mark invites Gabe home for the holidays where Gabe gets an intimate look at Markâs family, his childhood, and how different their Christmas traditions are. Itâs loud, overwhelming, messy, andâŠreally nice. Homey in a way Gabeâs never experienced.
But Mark wants more than for Gabe to just have a peek at this part of his life. He wants Gabe to become part of the family, to go to bed with him every night, and wake up with him every morning. He wants all their Christmases to be together. Moving in may be just the start.
It might take a Christmas miracle for Gabe to figure himself out and overcome his fears. Or maybe a little familial intervention.
Will Gabe and Mark take the next step, or will they get stuck in holiday gridlock?
Excerpt
Holiday Gridlock
Gretchen Evans © 2019
All Rights Reserved
DECEMBER 17TH
Pressure squeezed Gabeâs sinuses like a vice. A vice might be too extreme. More like heâd walked into a wall repeatedly, and now his entire face ached.
He blew his nose for the hundredth time. It wasnât much relief. The best he could do was snuggle deeper into the nest of blankets heâd assembled on his couch and pray for the sweet release of death.
The scratch of a key turning the old, cheap lock on his front door roused him. The light coming through the blinds had dimmed a lot, and the Netflix âAre you still watching?â glared at him from the TV. He must have dozed off watching Planet Earth. Thank God for Nyquil.
No point in getting up. Only one person had a key to his apartment: Mark. If it wasnât Mark, that meant someone was picking his lock and planned to rob him. Good. They could take whatever they wanted as long as they took this damn cold too.
âHello!â Mark called from the hall.
Gabe managed to sit up, sort of. âIn here,â he called out, voice cracking.
Mark appeared in the living room doorway wearing a devastatingly handsome three-piece gray suit. Gabe was sick, not dead. He could appreciate his sexy his boyfriend in almost any state. Mark gripped a brown paper Whole Foods bag in his hand.
His boyfriend. It was a thrill to think about. How often did a gorgeous, successful man you met on a hookup app turn out to actually be gorgeous and successful? And then be as interested in you as you were in him? Their early days of hooking up in public bathroomsâand one memorable time, a parking lotâwere behind them. But those were some nice memories.
They had gone from an awkward âhey, letâs try thisâ to practically living in each otherâs back pockets in only a few months. Gabe hadnât had many relationships and sometimes felt a little lost at sea. But when Mark was with him, that didnât seem to matter.
Markâs legs were long, and Gabeâs apartment was small, so it only took a couple steps for Mark to reach him. He dropped the groceries on the battered coffee table and bent to kiss the top of Gabeâs curls.
âHow are you feeling?â
Gabe pulled himself up to sit a little higher. âLike shit.â
Smiling, Mark smoothed back Gabeâs hair. Gabe stretched into it like a cat begging to be petted. It didnât make his nightmare of a cold go away any faster, but it certainly made him feel better. He didnât want Mark to stop but⊠âYouâre going to get sick.â
âMaybe, but I take my vitamins.â Mark pulled away, picking up the grocery bag as he walked toward the kitchen. âI brought you dinner.â
Food sounded unappealing. He couldnât taste anything. Couldnât smell anything. It was like putting cardboard in his mouth.
Mark slung his jacket over the top of the lonely stool Gabe had at his breakfast bar, leaving him in white shirtsleeves and a vest that hugged his waist perfectly. He propped himself against the counter, rolling up his sleeves. Gabe could see the bulge of the veins in Markâs forearms from the couch.
âIâm cheating a little.â He pulled a plastic tub with something gross-looking sloshing against its sides and a shrink-wrapped pack of chicken cut into bite-size pieces from the bag. âPremade stock and precooked chicken. Good chicken soup takes time, so weâll make do with this. Add some fresh vegetables and noodles and itâs almost like the real thing.â
There was nothing like seeing a man who made your heart pound, dressed like that, proposing to make nearly homemade chicken soup just because you were sick. How could Gabe say no to dinner now?
He watched through the tiny opening between the breakfast bar and the kitchen as Mark quietly went about his business. Mark knew where the pots and pans were, where the cutting board and sharpest knife were kept. He knew to use the front left burner because the others were bent and the pot would wobble. Gabe hadnât realized Mark paid so much attention to his dingy little kitchen.
They cooked dinner together often, but usually at Markâs much nicer condo. His kitchen had granite countertops and an oven that didnât burn things. Watching Mark move so effortlessly around Gabeâs space settled something warm and heavy in Gabeâs chest. Something that wasnât congestion.
He must have dozed off again because suddenly Mark nudged his elbow with one hand and held out a steaming bowl of soup with the other.
âHere. Eat some soup and drink some water; then you can go back to sleep.â
Gabe sat up, his back against the armrest and legs stretched out in front of him, and took the bowl. The steam felt good against his face as he tried to smell it. âYou gonna tuck me in?â
Mark balanced his own bowl of soup as he lifted Gabeâs legs to sit on the couch. He lowered Gabeâs legs back to his lap and made sure Gabeâs feet were covered before picking up his spoon. âYou are far too sick to be lascivious.â
âNice SAT word. And anyway, I read an article about how regular sex can help fight off colds.â
Taking a long moment to bring the spoon to his lips, Mark delayed answering. He shot a wicked grin at Gabe after he swallowed. âI thought you were worried about getting me sick.â
Touché.
âHow do you feel about sex with hospital masks?â
âDecidedly unsexy.â
âSpoil sport.â
Gabe turned back to his soup. He couldnât taste it, but it was warm and made his throat feel better. He managed most of it but left a lot of the noodles behind before Mark took the bowl from him.
Sounds of running water and clinking dishes came from the kitchen as Gabe snuggled down in his blankets. He found the remote wedged between the back of the couch and the cushion and clicked on the Antarctica episode of Planet Earth. That was a good one.
He hummed as Mark settled on the couch, putting Gabeâs legs in his lap again.
âThis the one with the whales?â
Gabe hummed again, his eyelids sliding closed.
âDo you want me to wake you up before I go so you can go to bed? Or do you want to sleep on the couch?â Markâs voice was quiet, and his palm rubbed circles on Gabeâs calf, which was not going to help him stay awake.
âHow long are you staying?â
âAt least until I see some whales. Thatâs the only reason I came over.â
Gabe tried for a playful kick, but even that took too much energy. It looked more like an uncoordinated leg spasm. Mark laughed at him anyway. Gabe refused to rise to the bait. Instead, he purposefully shut his eyes and went to sleep.
The next time he came to, it was dark outside, but a soft glow filled his apartment. Mark must have turned on a lamp. Gabe stretched his legs. Mark wasnât on the couch with him anymore. He must have gone home.
There was a little dip of sadness in Gabeâs chest at the thought.
The dip didnât last long. Markâs legs came into view next to the couch. Gabe had to crane his neck to see the rest of him.
âHere.â Mark held out a glass of water and two green pills.
Gabe didnât bother to sit up. He could swallow lying down. It was one of his hidden talents. He popped the pills and tilted the glass back. He spilled some on his shirt but couldnât bring himself to care.
âHow did you know I needed more medicine?â
Mark perched on the coffee table, resting his elbows on his knees and searching Gabeâs face. âBecause I love you, and I pay attention. Iâve been here more than four hours and you havenât had any. I figured it was time. Are you sure you donât need to go to a doctor?â
Mark had been the first to say I love you, but Gabe had said it right back. Since then, Mark dropped casual I love yous every day. Gabe was more reserved, but Mark didnât seem to mind. Gabe thought Mark knew even though he didnât say it all the time, he still felt it.
He took another swig of water, managing not to spill that time. âNah, itâs only a cold. Give it a couple of days, and Iâll be fine.â
A deep V creased the skin between Markâs dark eyebrows, and the small lines around his eyes deepened. Gabe wanted to kiss him. Badly. He started to pull himself up, unsure if heâd actually kiss Mark or not, but at least wanting to be on eye level with him.
Mark cupped Gabeâs elbow and helped him sit. He didnât look relieved by Gabeâs change of position. âIâll take you to the doctor if you need to go. Whenever you need to go.â
Gabe smiled, but that didnât seem to convince Mark either. âIâll be fine. Promise. I already feel better than I did yesterday.â
He rose slowly as Mark pulled on the blankets wrapped around Gabe, keeping them away from Gabeâs feet so he wouldnât trip. Mark was good at small things like that. Mark was good at everything.
He waited, shoulder propped against the bathroom doorway, while Gabe brushed his teeth. Gabe didnât have the energy to shower or change from one set of sweats to another to sleep in. He wanted to collapse, face first, on the bed. Instead, Gabe let Mark pull back the covers and usher him in. Like he was a child.
It didnât feel patronizing or condescending. It was comforting.
âYou know, I could do this every night if youâd move in with me,â Mark teased.
Bringing up an ongoing argument with one party sick was unfair.
âYouâre taking advantage of my weakened state.â Gabe rolled on his side and hugged a pillow to his chest. âBesides, you could do this every night if you moved in here too.â
Mark sat on the bed, tucked up against the bend in Gabeâs knees. âMy place is closer to work.â
Gabe snorted. âYou donât seem to mind the drive anymore.â
âYeah, but Iâd rather have you at home, in a nice big bed on clean sheets, than in a bathroom.â He rubbed his broad palm from Gabeâs knee to his hip. The heat of it soaked through straight to Gabeâs skin.